11.02.2012

Giving Thanks -- Day 2

Today I am thankful for my parents!

I have awesome parents and I got to talk to them today so they are on my mind.

First of all, I'm really blessed to have both of my parents still with me and the thought of losing them crosses my mind occasionally. My maternal grandma passed about six years ago (wow.. can't believe it's been that long) and seeing my mom go through it gave me hope because of her faith, but it also broke my heart to hear her talk about all the memories and the pain of losing a mom. Anyway, my folks are alive and together and I wish I'd appreciated them more and earlier!

My dad is a pastor and we have the greatest theological conversations. He seems like the strong silent type but he's crazy hilarious when he gets in his silly mood -- and I wish I had the ability to pull off the serious thing. He also has the faith of a saint and I can only aspire to the strength of his spirit.

My mom is my best friend. We had a rough high school period, and I often think about how much time I wasted with her. She has so much wisdom and I could have been benefiting from it much earlier in life! She is funny and sassy but has a precious quiet spirit that I wish I had.

Together they model a marriage that I hope for! They are incessantly forgiving and, even though they are completely different, they complement one another beautifully. What shining examples of faith meeting life -- I am indeed grateful for these precious folks I get to call mom and dad!
 

love, me


Giving Thanks -- Day 1

 Attitude of gratitude right?

Today I am thankful for country music! (I know, the first day is supposed to be salvation. But I didn't want to be cliche. And the CMAs are on.)


I LOVE country music. I love Brad Paisley. I LOVE Blake and Miranda. I love Johnny Cash. I love Zac Brown. I love Eric Church. I love Carrie Underwood (I know). I adore Faith Hill. I do not love Taylor Swift (you see how I did that?). I could go on and on -- I think almost all my favorite songs are country songs. I love beer, guns, floating the river and being inappropriate all in good fun. I love the country life. (And yes, this San Francisco girl knows something about living in the country! If they are burning leaves in the "town limits" you're in the country lol.) I love everything about it!!

And I am thankful that there are still somewhat wholesome forms of entertainment out there that aren't as empty as Rhianna or as vulgar as, say, Lil Wayne (there are probably more modern examples but those are the ones I have heard of lol). Thank you Lord. Thank you for these guitar playin', boot wearin', gun totin', America lovin', Jesus praisin' country guys and gals who don't care what highfalutin people think of their down home country ways.
 
Yes. Yes. Praise the Lord for COUNTRY MUSIC!!

love, me


10.23.2012

whatever's in front of me.


sorry the first line is cut off on this video.. 
but it's just a great performance!

 

who can hold the stars
and my broken heart 
who can do everything?
i've fallen so hard
sometimes i feel so far
but not beyond your reach

i can climb a mountain
swim the ocean
do anything 
but it's when you hold me
i start unfolding 
all that i can say is 

hallelujah
hallelujah
whatever's in front of me 
help me to sing hallelujah
hallelujah
hallelujah
whatever's in front of me 
i'll choose to sing hallelujah

the same sun
theat rises over castles
welcomes the day 
spills over buildings
into the streets 
where orphans play 
and only you 
can see the good 
in broken things
you took my heart of stone 
and you made it whole 
and set this prisoner free 

hallelujah
hallelujah
whatever's in front of me 
help me to sing hallelujah
hallelujah
hallelujah 
whatever's in front of me
i'll choose to sing hallelujah